eilz7
07-17-2009, 06:43 AM
guys, this really does suck. my cousin graeme, from my dad's side died 3 days ago. we're still not sure what happened yet, but his friend found him in his flat, took him to the hospital but he was already dead.
i feel so bad. he lived down in england so i never got to see him much. he used to phone and text all the time, and i used to get p****d off with him, because it was constant. i spoke to him a few days before he died, he was okay i guess, a bit down in the dumps. his flat was burgled last month and his mate fell out with him. thats really all he had to say. and he asked that i would wish my mum a happy birthday (its today) because he said he might not have any credit to phone her on her birthday. i just feel so guilty because i used to get really annoyed with the constant phonecalls and that. but i've realised that he didnt have anyone. his immediate family didnt really speak to him, his mums not even going to the funeral (shes a *****!) and its so far away, i dont think i can afford to get down for it. i just feel really **** right now guys :(
rest in peace, graeme. im sorry.
i feel so bad. he lived down in england so i never got to see him much. he used to phone and text all the time, and i used to get p****d off with him, because it was constant. i spoke to him a few days before he died, he was okay i guess, a bit down in the dumps. his flat was burgled last month and his mate fell out with him. thats really all he had to say. and he asked that i would wish my mum a happy birthday (its today) because he said he might not have any credit to phone her on her birthday. i just feel so guilty because i used to get really annoyed with the constant phonecalls and that. but i've realised that he didnt have anyone. his immediate family didnt really speak to him, his mums not even going to the funeral (shes a *****!) and its so far away, i dont think i can afford to get down for it. i just feel really **** right now guys :(
rest in peace, graeme. im sorry.