Affi
02-01-2005, 10:01 AM
Hi,
I’ve got many problems - again! /images/graemlins/grin.gif
Once I always was happy, but now I'm not more very often.
I don't know why.
At first I thought it only would be a short stage but it is not, its already for a long time.
There r so many things which r disturbing me.
Sometimes I think nobody does recognise me and if then they don't belive me what I say.
Nobody does takes me serious. Nobody: Not my friends, not my family, nobody, ...
Do u know the feelding u don't belong where u r?
Do u know that? Thats that, what I always feel the last time.
And if I want to talk to a friend about all my problems I can't. I don't know y.
I know I could trust them and I do ... but if I want to tell them something I'm not able to, I don't know y.
...
Do u know the feeling to think u r different than the other people. Different on an other way.
There r many people who r different than the other people, but most they r different on a nice way. But I feel often I'm different on a way which is not normal!
And an other problem is, that I'm not able make a deep friendship.
If somebody comes near to me (emotional) then most I go one step back. A psychological friend from me says, that I'm scared to loose a person like I've lost already, but I don't think its the right way always to go a step back.
And:
Do u know that feeling?
U like some body or its more than that and u want to be together with that person. This person also wants to and if u r together it doesn't work, but if u r not together it also doesn't work.
This moment I feel so and it makes me frustrated! /images/graemlins/frown.gif
And I've also still got the other problems, but I don'T want to write them here because they r all in the other Threads form me. /images/graemlins/wink.gif
Please don't think I'm crazy or anything else, because I'm not. I'm only a guy who has got problems with everything around him! ^^
cu,
Andi
I’ve got many problems - again! /images/graemlins/grin.gif
Once I always was happy, but now I'm not more very often.
I don't know why.
At first I thought it only would be a short stage but it is not, its already for a long time.
There r so many things which r disturbing me.
Sometimes I think nobody does recognise me and if then they don't belive me what I say.
Nobody does takes me serious. Nobody: Not my friends, not my family, nobody, ...
Do u know the feelding u don't belong where u r?
Do u know that? Thats that, what I always feel the last time.
And if I want to talk to a friend about all my problems I can't. I don't know y.
I know I could trust them and I do ... but if I want to tell them something I'm not able to, I don't know y.
...
Do u know the feeling to think u r different than the other people. Different on an other way.
There r many people who r different than the other people, but most they r different on a nice way. But I feel often I'm different on a way which is not normal!
And an other problem is, that I'm not able make a deep friendship.
If somebody comes near to me (emotional) then most I go one step back. A psychological friend from me says, that I'm scared to loose a person like I've lost already, but I don't think its the right way always to go a step back.
And:
Do u know that feeling?
U like some body or its more than that and u want to be together with that person. This person also wants to and if u r together it doesn't work, but if u r not together it also doesn't work.
This moment I feel so and it makes me frustrated! /images/graemlins/frown.gif
And I've also still got the other problems, but I don'T want to write them here because they r all in the other Threads form me. /images/graemlins/wink.gif
Please don't think I'm crazy or anything else, because I'm not. I'm only a guy who has got problems with everything around him! ^^
cu,
Andi