hard week

[Dark]

hey u guys,,,hoe's it goin??? dis had been the 3 hardest weeks i've ever had...i need advices cuz i can't handle on the pression anymore...mm here's what's been happenin...

i don't get to sing on choir's concert cuz i got sick and my voice wuz terrible...i understand u ashley simpson...

i didn't get a part...once again...in the 3 plays i tried...i think i wasn't good enough

mmm didn't get it throough the musical...mm kicked out again

i didn't get in badminton...mmm i began thinkin im cursed

i got 4 tests on fridays...geometry, english, history, health

tons of homework...mmm so lil time

here's the worse one...i got kicked outta my house...my dad got so mad at me cuz my hair was dyed blond and he duzn't like blondes so he told u to cut it all off and i said dat i luv my hair and i didn't want to cut it and then he said if u don't cut ya hair the u don't live here anymore and then he threw away all my stuff...clothes...cd's...jesse mccartbey big poster and hilary big poster...mmm then i asked him what he was doin then he said dat i don't live der so he can do whateva he wanted with my clothes and stuff and then i said u know what im goin to school im gonna be late and i'll be late home then he said u better not come home or it'll be worse then i went outta home then i didn't go to sleep at night i stayed at my best friend's house well it's a long story and well im just gonn hafta move on cuz it ain't gonna the first time im ever gonna get kicked outta somethin but i don't know what to do i don't wanna go home and i don't wanna be a weight to my friend...i REALLY NEED HELP...everyone at school's proud of me and they said it's stupid dat my dad's puttin al his pression on me and dat he kicks me out just cuz of the hair...i already have a job put it's poorly cuz i go to choir..drama..leadership...school activities...homeworks and tests from the state dat i'll be takin dis week...wow what a great week to do tests...lol


mmm guess im gonna hafta listen to "someone's watching over me" by hilary duff to get strenght...i also get so much strenght from u guys... sometimes we all need support and now's my time...well i wanna thank god for evryone who had taken care of me when i needed so badly...mmm it's a shame DAT I BROKE UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND DA SAME WEEK...mmm i donno what to do i wanna be strong but i can't i proved dat i was strong but i can't deal with dis one it's awful...well i hopre everythin's goin great with you guys...please be proud of yaself and never let someone take u down...remember u can be anythin u want and u can face any problem u guys get...too ba dim so scared of my dad dat i can'r deal with dis..im too weak...mmm oh well gotta go

luv peace out

jesse's dude

please when u guys are mad or feel stress NEVER put em on zum who has nothin to do with it and think b4 u say somethin dat can hurt ur loved ones!!!

take care

[redtoffee]

Have you spoken to someone in school? they should be made aware of your situation. Depending where you live they could also possible organise you council housing or soemthing similar. THere is also possibly a counsellor you can speak to. They may also give you special consideration in your tests.
Best of luck - stay strong i know it is tough.
Laura
~X~

[SelfControl]

aww... well i'm glad u still have a positive attitude. thats the main thing. but dont worry, i'm sure in a couple of weeks or even days everything will be back to normal. just dont give up and stay strong.