OT: get a fast train outta town

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hey y'all im about to leave so here's my last post...have u guys felt like u guys are wasting the days i so feel dat way sometimes i wish i could get a train to go outta town...i wanna go party i wannna meet hot people i wanna be free which i alredy am but i donno it may be the age hey u guys felt like u never belonged sometimes i feel dat no one wants me around and i get sad, like u don't belong in the world u dying to be in...

kisses from jesse

[Comet2404]

Totally over my head.

[Angelina_Fan]

In English.. sort of

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hey y'all im about to leave so here's my last post...have u guys felt like u guys are wasting the days? i so feel dat way sometimes. i wish i could get a train to go outta town...i wanna go party, i wannna meet hot people, i wanna be free, which i alredy am but i donno it may be the age. hey, u guys felt like u never belonged? sometimes i feel dat no one wants me around and i get sad, like u don't belong in the world u dying to be in...


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Everybody feels like they don't belong at some point. It's something you have to remedy. Find out what the problem is and find out what is making you feel that way.. and change it.
I mean wasting the days? Hell yes. I do nothing all day. I have done nothing for months that my motivation has fallen through the floor. I am so lazy and it frustrates me.. yet i know i am the only one who can change that.. make stuff happen.. but i can't because i'm so worn out. It's a horrible place to be trapped in.
Maybe the age thing? Yes i feel like my age drags me down too.. unfortunately my mental age is twice my physical. But there is nothing i can do about that. Just live life to the best of my abilities and try my best to get it the way i want it. It's a cruel world.. but someone has to live in it..