Jozzii
03-26-2005, 08:59 AM
Hi
here is the story. about 5 and a half years ago I moved from a place I love from family and friends to a place that I hate, I have no family (except my mum and bro) and no friends at all over here ! and the reason I'm upset is about school. about 3 years ago I went to a school that I absolutly hated and one time when I was in that school I had a bad case of ctitius (don't know how to spell it but its the thing when you keep needing the toilet for a wee) and because my teacher hated me she wouldn't ever let me go so I just ended up sitting in class for an hour or so just needing the toilet, so i developed a school phobia ! but its not just in school its everywhere like if I'm shopping and im nowhere near a toilet I panic, its horrible ! So after a few months at that school with ctitius my mum finally moved me to a different school, I liked it there but still has the toilet problem but my teacher was really nice and let me go to the toilet that I wanted, I had friends at that school (in the school where i had the toilet problem I was also badly bullied and the teachers didn't do anything about it !) so I was happy and the toilet problem went away ! but then a couple of weeks later I moved up to middle school and the bullying started again and so did the phobia It was a nightmare ! so I moved middle schools but by then it was too bad I was stuck with the phobia, I was always making up excuses to be off school which made the teachers hate me and then then I was bullied at that school aswell, so my mum took me out of school so I was home schooled and at the moment I still am ! but recently I am getting really bored ! I do loads of work at home I have stacks and stacks of work books but I dont have a social life, I have no friends at all and all I do at the weekends and inbetween studing is watch TV and go on the computer (don't get me wrong I love all my online friends !)and I just need some friends ! I want to go back to school but I'm afraid it'll all start again, the bullys have text and phoned me with threats since ive been out of school but its not just the bullys (no most of the bullys have moved school) but its actully the thought of being in that place it makes me feel really sick. I've tried talking to my mum about it but she just gets angry and doesn't understand at all. it's really really hard I am so upset ! I have tried going to other schools but none of them will take me because I am out of the accatchment (sp??) area or they are all full up ! I really need a life ! I need some advice on how to get over the toilet problem ! has anyone else got a toilet problem like me cos I need someone to talk to who understands ? My mum really trys to talk to me she does her best but she just doesnt understand and ends up getting angry. Please please I need any advice at all !
~Luv Jozzii~
here is the story. about 5 and a half years ago I moved from a place I love from family and friends to a place that I hate, I have no family (except my mum and bro) and no friends at all over here ! and the reason I'm upset is about school. about 3 years ago I went to a school that I absolutly hated and one time when I was in that school I had a bad case of ctitius (don't know how to spell it but its the thing when you keep needing the toilet for a wee) and because my teacher hated me she wouldn't ever let me go so I just ended up sitting in class for an hour or so just needing the toilet, so i developed a school phobia ! but its not just in school its everywhere like if I'm shopping and im nowhere near a toilet I panic, its horrible ! So after a few months at that school with ctitius my mum finally moved me to a different school, I liked it there but still has the toilet problem but my teacher was really nice and let me go to the toilet that I wanted, I had friends at that school (in the school where i had the toilet problem I was also badly bullied and the teachers didn't do anything about it !) so I was happy and the toilet problem went away ! but then a couple of weeks later I moved up to middle school and the bullying started again and so did the phobia It was a nightmare ! so I moved middle schools but by then it was too bad I was stuck with the phobia, I was always making up excuses to be off school which made the teachers hate me and then then I was bullied at that school aswell, so my mum took me out of school so I was home schooled and at the moment I still am ! but recently I am getting really bored ! I do loads of work at home I have stacks and stacks of work books but I dont have a social life, I have no friends at all and all I do at the weekends and inbetween studing is watch TV and go on the computer (don't get me wrong I love all my online friends !)and I just need some friends ! I want to go back to school but I'm afraid it'll all start again, the bullys have text and phoned me with threats since ive been out of school but its not just the bullys (no most of the bullys have moved school) but its actully the thought of being in that place it makes me feel really sick. I've tried talking to my mum about it but she just gets angry and doesn't understand at all. it's really really hard I am so upset ! I have tried going to other schools but none of them will take me because I am out of the accatchment (sp??) area or they are all full up ! I really need a life ! I need some advice on how to get over the toilet problem ! has anyone else got a toilet problem like me cos I need someone to talk to who understands ? My mum really trys to talk to me she does her best but she just doesnt understand and ends up getting angry. Please please I need any advice at all !
~Luv Jozzii~