d.u.d.o
08-12-2005, 11:51 PM
I don't know what to do. I don't even know how to start. I hate myself. I am ugly and stupid and all...(not stupid like stupid at school but like I can't do anything right). I am on holidays at my uncle and aunt's. I hate it here. I want to be at home! Sometimes I feel like they don't want me here.(not sometimes but quite often). And they are laughing at me. Like for example I'm doing something and they are looking at me than at each other and they are laughing. Or they still tell that stupid stuff like when I'm going to take a bath they are like:"Don't be there for half an hour! I'll look at watch to see how long are you at the bathroom!" But I'm never there for half an hour. Maybe I'm there longer than they but not so long. I don't like it. It's so irritating. And the wost of it is that I can't go away and not listen to them. I can't even talk to anybody because I don't know anybody here. I'm in Canada but I live in Slovakia. I can do practically nothing. I don't even speak english very well. So what should I do? I'm really depressed! I want to go home! Can anybody please help me?
PS.:sorry for my english. I know it's not perfect..
PS.:sorry for my english. I know it's not perfect..