im so screwed up in the head

[mad4jamesbourne]

im sick of i just don't know what im feeling anymore. u may remember me coming on here before
im really screwed up in the head.there was this girl at school and i loved everything about her.the way she acted,dressed made me laugh,smiled almost every little detail.then i left that school and know i can't stop thinking about her.she is in my head alot.i think about her what she is doing,how much i miss her.when songs come on i think about her and its really getting me down.its making me screwed up.i even dream about her quite alot.i really do think i am bi.from what i am saying does it look that way to people.i thing i just need to hear someone say it.or tell me what i feel.
thanks
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[mad4jamesbourne]

yeah i guess ur right thanks.i guess i have to be brave and go for it.im just not very good at talking to people.im one of these people who hold things in all the time and don't let anyone know what im feeling.i know i shouldn't be like that.i think there is counselling at college.or i hopefully could build up the courage to talk to a friend of mine.i do know some bi people.
thanks for ur help.i will enquire about help at college 2moz
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[geekazoid]

i hope it goes well talking to someone at school, it really sounds like the best thing to do

[Budge]

yeah, it does.. good luck!............. you can always rely on feles, very wise person