BabyyP
11-30-2005, 09:54 PM
ok, not sure exactly where this ;ttle rant should go.. but im posting it here cos it falls into depression.
was just reading over a paper that my mom had from my childhood theripist and school counselor.... i am so P*SSED OFF! Not in any of this file from my school or the hospital, not even one single word atall says anything about my abuse. WTheck!!!
no, no wait...
Lairs!
" I asked Helen if anyone had ever touched her. She looked up calmly said - no." Bull. I told every person the truth!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
If it wasnt so late , and if i could remember their names, I would call and ask them why they lied.
I remember.. I remember the teacher asking me, I said yes..and then they took me into some room with 3 or 4 different people..and this lady made me tell her everything that had ever happened. I was 7 or 8 when I started telling everything, and then when I came home my mom would beat the sh*t outta me because I was "Bad"
ohhhh and to make it even better....
Panic attacks, asthma attacks... gahleeeee!!
i just... ergghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i wanna disapear from this stupid state for at least a wk
i want to get better
i wanna break my abusers leg
i thought about going over there and yellin at him but wat would that do
my mom, my family that knew need to be locked in the padded cell not me. im not crazy.
was just reading over a paper that my mom had from my childhood theripist and school counselor.... i am so P*SSED OFF! Not in any of this file from my school or the hospital, not even one single word atall says anything about my abuse. WTheck!!!
no, no wait...
Lairs!
" I asked Helen if anyone had ever touched her. She looked up calmly said - no." Bull. I told every person the truth!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
If it wasnt so late , and if i could remember their names, I would call and ask them why they lied.
I remember.. I remember the teacher asking me, I said yes..and then they took me into some room with 3 or 4 different people..and this lady made me tell her everything that had ever happened. I was 7 or 8 when I started telling everything, and then when I came home my mom would beat the sh*t outta me because I was "Bad"
ohhhh and to make it even better....
Panic attacks, asthma attacks... gahleeeee!!
i just... ergghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i wanna disapear from this stupid state for at least a wk
i want to get better
i wanna break my abusers leg
i thought about going over there and yellin at him but wat would that do
my mom, my family that knew need to be locked in the padded cell not me. im not crazy.