laura2121
09-20-2006, 11:20 AM
hiyaz every1
sory 2 moan but im stuck in a circle every time i think ive gotten ova the depression i start 2 feel it comin back, like now, my jobs seasonal so it ends soon im tryin 2 get a new 1 but i jus cant i always get turned down. if i dont get 1 by the end of this month wen my job ends i think my moods gunna crash n ill b right back at the beginnin n i dont wanna go there agen! its 2 hard 2 fight ti get out of it. 2day i got a letter sayin i neva got the job n i js cried n cried i had 2 force myself to stop. im gunna miss my job it was my kinda support way to get better it kept me busy it vwas a reason to get out i made frends there n now its finishin i duno wat to do i jus think im gunna fall back to the beginnin i dont wanna rely on medications agen i wanna try to fite it any1 got any ideas???
im sory
take care
sory 2 moan but im stuck in a circle every time i think ive gotten ova the depression i start 2 feel it comin back, like now, my jobs seasonal so it ends soon im tryin 2 get a new 1 but i jus cant i always get turned down. if i dont get 1 by the end of this month wen my job ends i think my moods gunna crash n ill b right back at the beginnin n i dont wanna go there agen! its 2 hard 2 fight ti get out of it. 2day i got a letter sayin i neva got the job n i js cried n cried i had 2 force myself to stop. im gunna miss my job it was my kinda support way to get better it kept me busy it vwas a reason to get out i made frends there n now its finishin i duno wat to do i jus think im gunna fall back to the beginnin i dont wanna rely on medications agen i wanna try to fite it any1 got any ideas???
im sory
take care