cant think of a title lol...sorry =S

[eilz7]

hey guys...im not really sure where to put this it could go on the religion board, the movies board, but since its about my feelings i thought i'd put it here...so im sorry if its in the wrong place. its 3.30am and i cant sleep. the reasons for that is im sick, and so i stayed up late and watched a film called the passion of the Christ. mixed feelings here. wish i hadnt seen it, cause i feel a little traumatised right now. i feel mad at myself for all the selfish things i've done, and how ignorant i was of...well, everything. i'm happy i've seen it because it's helped me to...i dunno. its just made me realise stuff. not too sure what this "stuff" is yet. but when i do i'll tell you all.

some of you may not be religious. others may not have seen this film. but its just...hit me, you know? like POW right at you. hit you so hard you're sitting there like "oww" but its not sore. lol this doesnt make sense. im driving myself crazy. again. i'll try to explain (if i dont, i'll end up properly crazy and i really dont want that)

before tonight, i thought i was religious. well, i had a dream, that made me believe in God and everything. but now that i;ve seen this film (i KNOW its just a film lol) it's made me believe it...more, you know? and im feeling SO guilty because im always saying stuff like "jesus effin christ" and such. and now im just...how could i say stuff like that, after all He went through for us? ahh man im crying again. hormones suck. they make stuff worse. *shhh about hormones you idiot*

i dont actually know why im posting here, because i cant be given advice (i dont think) but after kelly died i bottled up my feelings and the shrink says im not to do that. i've to "express my feelings" so there you go! done!
sorry for rambling
alee
x x x

[Nooker]

Alee You Just Ramble Away. Passion Of The Christ Is A Very Powerful Film. My Husband And I Thoroughly Enjoyed It.

As For What You've Said About Jesus, All You Have To Do Is Ask For His Forgiveness. That Is All He Asks.

I'm Glad You Can Finally Let Your Pent Up Emotions Out. It Is Never Good To Hold Them In.

If You Need To Vent, Etc. You May Do It Here Or Via A Pm.

[missy_17]

I'd love to be of some help but I've not seen the film - if you do believe in God, just try to remember that everyday - the actions of part of our lives dont have to shape the rest of it, you know?

Try to think positively about this - maybe seeing this film has changed your outlok for the better.

Take care, Jo xxx

[ana_s]

First I garra say ur post made me laugh lol:D but yea I see ur point! U know.those r really hard & confusing things to think of & everyone who tryed just got more confused :p I do belive in God & all he represents coz I've been learned like that sinse I was born but like u said there r ppl who dont....thats the metter of choise-u eather do or dont-but its kinda selfish to think this is all u can get...donno...now Im all bla bla just dont think too much about that ur gonna get a headache belive me :D u just have to figure out r u ready to belive coz thats the hardest thing of all...

take care

[chris1990]

Hi,
I haven't seen the film, but I believe in God. When I look films about the death of Jesus, I've allways the same ideas. I think that I'm selfish, that I'm not doing right. But it are simple things, like helping your mother, that give a good feeling, that you also take care of people, that you can help them.
Don't bottle up your feelings to long Alee, let them flow, we are here for you.
Big kiss and Hug Christine